'I love you Molly, I've always loved you...'

i've stood up for so many people...
even when i sounded immature and acted stupid.
not even that can compare to the love i have
for you.

and you could wish it all away,
you look right through me.
like glass.
a view of my heart beating to death
and all you do is watch.


'ditto'

wishing we could all live in songs

like the classics...roots reggae.
bob marley in a the heart of a little white girl.
i think we could all live like that.
i still picture the city streets in the rain,
and miss the way i used to run down the street
after you when you left me to go for a walk
and how i ran back to the house petrified of
what the shadows were.

until the moments those shadows bore themselves.
death in the heart of a little white girl.
and how i wish we could all live in songs.
our island in the sun.
our hollaback boy.
the things that make us giggle,
and we dribble our drinks.
nine o'clock at night and it's still not satisfying.



you drive me to drinks.

i'm the doctor

funny how he can travel through time.
ever admiring.
he can go on through life and never die.
truth is he dies a little everyday.

he can never stay with the one he loves.
because one day she will pass.
but he will live on.
he has to.
it's his curse.


'such a lonely childhood'

time can not erase

i'd like to wipe away all of your tears.
and fight away all of your fears.
i wish i could have held your hand through all
of these years.


and i wish you had part of me.
i need to convince myself it isn't possible.
it's not going to happen.
i've been alone all along.


please have a part of me.

empty bottles, and articles telling me what to think

this one is for you.

i got lost in the woods this morning.
funny how we can't find ourselves when the path is layed out in front.
churchbells shook my mind.
i couldn't think straight after reading about the way you make music so...

tempting.
as it were, when we were kids, we could go around town and fight the kids who messed with hour homies.
then go home and laugh it off.
remember the original nintendo.
i'm a rock era kid, mentioning the way life surprises me.
to a collection of html, for no one to read.
this is how life finds itself enjoyable.



'charles always wanted to build bridges'

pieces of me and you

i wish i knew you better than you did, then i could tell you how to feel better.
i know the world is closing in on you, and your big heart.
all i've been, is selfish, and i wish i could take it all back.

i want to be there for you to rest your head on, so you can breathe.
i want to tell you it's all okay, and be the one you know will make you laugh,


when you really need it.